My psychiatrist could answer the question as to why I paint such crazy pictures.
He told me that it is a phenomenon which is observed quite often, that people whose phantasy seems to be rather normal will turn out to have a phantasy which grows exponentially and which overflows when a monotonous, uninteresting environment does not stimulate the individual to develop in a meaningful and harmonious manner.
This overflowing phantasy may easily result in transforming these individuals into people who commit murder for fun or into ideologists and in some cases into surrealists.
Could it be that you spent your youth in a boring, non-stimulating environment?
"No way", I said, "once we even went to the local museum!"